i love you and you and you and you

        last tuesday i spent my four hour gap between my two classes aimlessly wandering around the city listening to neutral milk hotel. i'll link it here if you want to listen, https://youtube.com/playlist?list=OLAK5uy_nOx8AXAeiL92BmZv5ss13uKbkWGRXs79E&si=vwyBk-qcikQRZJi3 

i was thinking a lot about the recent anti-immigration protests--nazi rallies, let's call them what they are--and felt incredibly overwhelmed with. red. and blue and green. mixed together into an awful Mud. i already knew i was going to blog about it but to be honest i have been at a loss for words and a week later i still don't know how to express anything that i'm thinking and feeling. i write and i delete and write and delete and delete delete and stare at blank screen and cry and wipe my tears and feel my pulse and decide to let images speak for themselves.