people say to be loved is to be known and whatever.
i think i am changing too quickly
not drastic changes or anything. which i think makes it worse
because i drink a lot of tea now. like four cups a day
and my best friend was surprised. she said she didn't see that in my future for me
which i thought was funny. but also made me a little sad. because i see myself as a tea drinker and she doesn't
when the train wont move
we sat at the station for maybe five maybe ten minutes
(but whos counting) (and whos to say)
but as soon as the girl with the camo bandana and orange hi-vis got off
we started to move again.
my sound for the day
the virgin suicides OST, radiohead's amnesiac, and life without building's any other city.
TVS ost is in my top ten osts. not a single skip in that damn soundtrack. perfection i think.
amnesiac is... dare i say... the best radiohead album. in my opinion. totally underrated. it's albums like this one that makes me want to score films.
any other city is kind of hard for me to listen to these days because it reminds me of a time in my life that was less than desirable. i love it nonetheless.
there is something To be said about
the amount of projects i start
and never finish
or at least never continue
so much shame and self loathing
that festers
but when inspiration strikes once again
that excitement and rush
like realising you have a crush
it's not the same chemicals
but it all feels the same
it's one or the other
and it never lasts
