there is something To be said about
the amount of projects i start
and never finish
or at least never continue
so much shame and self loathing
that festers
but when inspiration strikes once again
that excitement and rush
like realising you have a crush
it's not the same chemicals
but it all feels the same
it's one or the other
and it never lasts
I was thinking about this two days ago. The amount of ‘to be continued’ projects I have started but not completed, or ideas I have written in absolute DETAIL but never begun… I will think of something new and have the RUSH, I will plan and think about it constantly, day and night, and then I will think of something new, and soon the unfinished/unstarted projects become a loop that begins to weigh you down. You see and invision all your idea’s potential but in failure to actually DO it, the feeling of accomplishment once having made something becomes less and less regular.
ReplyDeleteWhat to do what to DO.
"that excitement and rush
ReplyDeletelike realising you have a crush"
The similarities are insane! It's like your searching for it but I never comes and you want it to happen so badly and then one day when you least expect it it hits you like a wave of euphoria something you can perpetually chase this thing this feeling is never a constant.